This post has been so intimidating to write, since so much has happened in the past couple months and you need to be caught up, dear friends and family who have faithfully and lovingly followed my journey. Sometimes I feel selfish for thinking that my story matters, or that it’s worth sharing, but I know that if my struggles, my discoveries, even just my telling of this story can help one person out there with chronic illness feel less alone and a tiny bit more empowered, or if my story can help a woman become diagnosed, it has all been worth it. I must be faithful in the sharing, and God will bring the increase.
As you might know, I’ve had two previous surgeries for endometriosis. One gave me 2 months of relief, the other 8 months. I relapsed in September 2016 and joined forces with the amazing Dr. John Dulemba in Denton, Texas, in January of 2017. We decided to proceed with two excision surgeries to remove the endometriosis and do some other things to decrease my pain. This has been stalled by job and insurance loss, finances (the surgeries have a very high out-of-pocket cost), medical testing, and logistics. It has been heartbreaking, and grueling, as my physical state has continued to decline.
This summer has been filled with turning 25, entering into pain management, heart monitors, doctor’s appointments, dental work, financial finagling, working really hard at my new job which I love, savoring the little moments with my boyfriend and our cats, and working towards the ultimate goal of the two surgeries.
It has been a LONG road, but I am so thrilled to announce that I will be having surgery on October 27th and November 1st! We are currently 33 days away from surgery, and I can’t explain how wonderful, surreal, and terrifying it is to know how close we are to what I believe will be an excruciating but beautiful turning point in my life, if all goes as planned. I’m finishing up a series of tests and appointments leading up to the surgeries, and all the logistics and packing that comes with a 10 day stay in another state!
I would love your prayers, well wishes, good vibes, hugs, and questions (please ask me ANYTHING you want about endometriosis or chronic illness), and I hope you stop back tomorrow; I will be blogging daily throughout this process of preparing for surgery, enduring the surgeries, recovering, and hopefully entering into remission! Jesus has been so loving to me throughout my journey, and I know He will do incredible things in the next couple months that I want to share with you.
I will open my soul and share the beautiful, the painful, the boring, the unexpected, the exciting, and the sacred. This is my promise to you, my friends, my family, my supporters, my endo sisters; I hope you will consider walking this path alongside me.
Love to all of you,